Hey L1 I'm sorry it took me so long to get back to post... I'm extremely busy right now.

I asked about birth order because there is a lot of literature about how the youngest child is affected by a Parent's drinking.

(((Jaded))) When I found the book, "The Dance of Anger" - I learned a lot more about myself, too. And after that... "Co-dependant No More".

L1 - those are seriously good books in helping you understand where you are today.

You have your youth L1 - I didn't learn a lot of what I know now until many years older than you are.... Participating in SOS... has played a huge role in my growth. I know it is for you, too, L1!

Reyn I know you need more than a hug... more than anything, I wish for you to have some peace in your heart when you go to bed at night... Stay Strong! xoxoox

Addy