David, please keep talking to us about it. I never, ever, thought about talking to anybody about my grandmother (and years later my 1st cousin and 3rd cousin, both young, very young, men) and was told more than once to please not try to talk about my own attempts to die by suicide.

Alffe is so right! Talk, keep talking! I'm just so thankful that I have my family/friends here who allow me to talk and who listen with compassionate, even empathetic, hearts,
reyn