My Dad took early retirement at 55. Anxiety...panic attacks...back then they didn't understand the whole serotonin thing. He was on valium for 25 years. I did get my Anxiety/depression under control with Lexipro. I know the chemical stirring that is going on with the narco crap. I do need a good game plan. I hope to hold on for another year and a half, and then I can retire. I can deal with the pain without dealing with predatory offenders and such.