(((Vonn))) Take a deep breath. Sit back and think about all the surprises you have been sending out over the past few weeks. Then think about the recipients and how much they appreciate your thoughtfulness. What you have been doing for others is not only commendable but inspiring and awesome. Lawyers, doctors, SSDI, judges, etc. can't take that away from you or your recipients. You have a beautiful, kind, and giving heart.