please, forgive me ...

it was your wonderful posts of encouragement that helped me to get thru this today ...

it's like a break-through .. although I didn't 'get my way' with moving or the lawyer not returning my phone call today ...

for the first time ... I didn't run away .. I wanted to ski-daddle ..but, realized that maybe this time, by NOT running ... there is something better for me!

thanks again!!