i realize i probably sound so infantile.

at another time of my life taking care of the house or shopping was trivial, and "collateral" to working.

now every little chore is a big deal. physically, but then because of that strain, also mentally, because i feel bad that i am so "unfit for my age."

my posts must sound so childish, i mopped the floor, i cleaned the sink. like so what. most of you must do those things thousands of times over without thinking about it especially those of you who have kids.

~ waves ~ feeling like a failure