Hi there and welcome.
I'm so sorry that you're dealing with depression to such a high degree with anxiety and panic. That can feel like hell on earth, I know. I also understand a large number of people in one small house. In that case, there's no place or time where one can manage the self-care that they need to, when they need to.
Please know that you're not alone. We're here. We care.
I'm glad you're seeing a dr. for this...one who seems to understand how difficult it is for you.
KD