I wonder how strange it will seem for me to start this new wonder thread...

I wonder if you can forgive me for not using icons from my phone as I finger type this out....

I don't wonder at how much I am missing my family here and elsewhere...

I wonder how hard it is to start over yet again...

I wonder when I will get it that thoughts of suicide are just thought and not something to be acted on..well, I am still here, guess that says something... :-)

Wonder if I can tell Moi which med will help surgery site..pm

I wonder that I went so far as to write a suicide note, but a sweet friend and angel caught me in chat online and got me through it..

Wonder that I hate to whine but would ask for prayers and good thoughts for a few months as we try to navigate some VERY rough waters...

I don't want to bore friends with gory details, life is good but, the struggle is hard, and promises to get harder for a bit.

I know I owe some e-mails and promise to get them out after Christmas, with prayers that I and all of us will get through it...

Wonder if I will catch any viruses. ;-)

wonder if I can leave hugs, prayers, and a Merry Christmas for all my friends here...,.