I'm almost to a place in my life where I'm making everyone and myself miserable. I know it doesn't seem as long as some of you, this has been 1 1/2 years now and I just feel worse than ever. My doctor is working with me I guess, I take Ultram, Ambien and Neurontin, which neither the Ultram or Neurontin really do of any good. I see him only ever 3 months or so, and he'll up the dose of Neurontin. I don't know what else to do, what else to say? I'm only 22, with this horrible pain.

I know that a lot of you have came and past this point which I'm at, what changed? What did you do?

I just need some people to talk to that understand where I'm coming from, my family, friends, no one understands me..

I'm sorry if I seem whiny or like a complainer, I'm a strong person, I promise, sometimes we just need a little help!

Josh