I know there are some really good and intelligent people here, some I know!! I have a question for you. Do any of you ever reach the point sometimes where you absoluttely must shut down, huddle in a dark corner somewhere with no light, music, or people, no sensory input and you would shut your mind off if you could?? Am I just crazy?? I'm so up and down!! And I'm totally frustrated with my own progress to defeat this. I'm so tired of being happy one minute and fighting for my life the next. Someone please tell me it's worth it! Please tell me the fight is worth it.