I don't think I can go on much longer. Each night is getting worse and worse to the point where I actually feel like I am going to die. I just feel so sick. My muscles ache and burn sooooo bad that it wakes me up at least 4-5 times a night in tears. It's starting to hurt to the bone now. My chest hurts like it has a serious cold in it with mucous but nothing is there. I just feel so bad that words cannot explain it. It feels like something is attacking my body and I am so afraid that they will not be able to find out what it is. I kept telling my husband a few months ago that something was different with this last MG exacerbation. Something else was going on besides the MG and it just keeps getting worse. I don't know what my doctor will be able find out because what I feel isn't something that is ordinary. I just feel so sick and can't really explain some of it.
I'm scared.

For those of you who believe in a Higher Being, please pray for me.