I agree. Sometimes I dont think I'm suffering as much as I should be compared to other people. After reading a ton of stuff everyone here has wrote I feel sad, like I'm not suffering enough. I feel like I'm losing everything again. People who are my friends here, suffer worse that I do and I just want to take the pain away from them. If I was the only one suffering in the whole entire world I would be happy. I wouldnt have to see people die, I wouldnt have to see people in pain. Kids would get to run around until they grow old. Adults could live their lives like they were supposed to.

What if by just talking on this site people get even more stressed, more depressed because some people are getting better day by day and they're not? I dont want to hurt people, I want to help. Why do people have to suffer in the first place?