How many of you before that accident lived a life that was mean negative or selfish. I dont believe any one disearve to suffer but In your heart of hearts do you think you deserved any injury or wake up call. Not to sound self rightous but I really feel like I didnt deserve this I have been changin for the better and spreading mad love throughtout 29 years on earth. do things happen for a reason. does anyone ever question why during the healing process. and does anyone ever get depressed form wondering why me. Please be honest honesty is all we have in this world that can save it.