You remain in my prayers dear lady.

I do understand how hard life can be and I remember that dear Pter was not at all convinced that ending his life would have freed him from all the pain he was in....he felt certain that he would have had to continue on "living" it even in death.

I'll try not to say anything trite...like count your blessings or take one day, hour, at a time. Many of us here, count on you to continue being an example of courage in the face of tremendous challenge.

And for what it's worth....we love you. Hang tough...some more, still.