Jeremy,
Your post shows that you have music/poetry in you - it's a beautiful thing!
Also you are athletic.....nothing can take those gifts away from you.
Don't forget that OK !

I live in a small town too. But there's a BIG world out there.....

Look at yourself in the mirror and realize God made YOU for a reason....
I can't explain this pain we suffer....there's nothing logical about it...
but i DO know that you are here to make a difference in the world.
Don't forget that.

Don't let the small town 'suffocate' you and don't let the big world 'swallow' you.
This world needs more young men like you.... so, please grow STRONG in this battle YOU are part of our FUTURE !!

God Bless
Rae