It's usually so hard to know what exactly is wrong.

For me I think it's usually some type of fear. I'm afraid of the symptoms which strike with no warning. I'm afraid I'll get stuck in traffic. I'm afraid of getting hurt or what will happen in the future.

There's so much pain and so much worry in addition to the obvious disabilities. I never worried about anything before and now everything is a big concern. Probably depression is a factor as well as it, too, just causes the wind to fall from one's sails. There's a fear and sense of "what's the use" everytime a big project is contemplated.

I do fight it and do as much as possible. There's got to be some way to lick this thing and I'm not ready to give up yet (this particular minute anyway).