Thanks for the support and answers you gave me.

The day I wrote this was the day I had my car accident. I had just been out of it for a few days. It really wasn't depression, it's just another feeling I have at times that makes me not feel normal. I am on no pain meds nor depression meds. I take Mitformin and Nexium for my stomach. That's it. Med's and I don't mix.

Vanna, as you get to feeling better with the RSD you will not yell at the kids so much. I use to be really snappy with Bill and my Grandson's. I am much better with the boys now. They are older though. Your's are at that age where they don't quite understand things. We kept Dustin and Devin 2 to 3 nights a week from the time they were born. I was sick before they were born so boy was it hard to take care of them. Bill helped so much. I use to sat in a rocker and rock them and I was in so much pain that I couldn't really take care of them like I should have. It's good that you have your husband to help because it is very hard for us to do it alone.

I do worry about everything like you, Imahotep. My Dr. says I'm the worst about worrying about things. He says leave the worrying over the boys to Susan and Travis. It don't work for me though.

Now I have to get my old truck fixed up to drive. I have to find someone to drive me around till I get it done. I hate asking anyone for anything.

Life to me doesn't seem normal at times. I try to ajust to what is going on with things but it don't always work.

Thanks for the help on this.
Ada