Hey Karilann! It's been 2 1/2 yrs since my Mother passed and I still miss her alot, esp this time of year. Seems like everywhere I look, I'm reminded of her and the wonderful times we had together.
I just think we need to hang on to those memories and you know what??? It's ok to shed tears, as they are helpful w/the healing process. Sometimes I cry, but there's many times I can now laugh at the fun things we used to say and do. It's a work in process.
Your post touched me and I just want you to know that I understand your feelings and your loss. Take care...