Xanadu, I know how that feels, and many of us do. Though also many of us dont. Its very scary. But when it gets to the point when you think your too weak you need to go to the ER or some other form of medical treatment. I was having a crisis of thanksgiving, with all the stress and no sleep that goes with family dinners, it made it hard to space out time to rest. Yet Im glad I had this website or I might not even be alive. They all told me to go to the ER. I thought, thats a little drastic, dont you think? But no.

I went to the ER, I couldnt swallow very well, my breathing was stopping, I could barely walk. I had to stay in the hospital for a week, from the crisis.

Just be aware that these things happen very quickly. As im sure you already know..
But I say, go to a different neuro. He clearly doesnt understand the frustration and medical issues that you are going through.

be well.