Tracy,
I'm glad you got a chuckle!
Nobody here should EVER take me too serious!
Have you joined RSDSA.org?
You can tell them you're financially "behind the ball", and they'll let you join.
That way, you get a newsletter, and you can get some of their cool brochures, for your family.
They can read 'em, and deal with it as they will.
Education is a beginning to Understanding!
Also,
check out:
http://www.rsdcrpslifesavers.org/index.php
As for books, check out Amazon.com!
They have lots on RSD.
Hope that helps...
Most of all, keep your chin up around others, and cry in private.
That's what I do. (Try to anyway).
It's impossible to do always, but, it's good to strive for!!
You're a good friend Tracy!
love,
Pete