Nah, you're not weird, raglet. The neuro told me that 30mg is the typical dosage for depression, but to have much effect on PN, it has to be at least 90mg. High or not, I'm not noticing any new effects good or bad on the 90mg. But I'll still try to give it some time. Having a bad day and we're supposed to be having a fun day so I'm trying to put my brave, happy face on. I know you all are well acquainted with that.