Well it's finally here...after years of pain, a double neck fusion, endless therapy, 2nd, 3rd and 4th opinions, it's finally here.

I'm not afraid of surgery, only of the pain and recovery after. What I can't and should not do. Having to let others do so much for me.

Knowing the road to recovery is so long. My doctor has said probably 2 years before I fully feel the 60% better he's promising.

Only 5 days left....