and getting cruddier.

i don't feel afraid. just sort of oh no here we go again.

time going forward... me not going forward with it.

stuff just not right today. possibly stuff i say doesn't come across right or is not taken right... or, quite possibly both.

oh and i know what you mean about the guy thing. more crud, right there.

sorry for the fear. i hope that passes along with my crud.

all my rituals are out the window this year too it seems.

~ waves ~