Hey Everyone,
Its me again. Just have a question and a little update on my condition.
Ever since I have had my back problem my right shoulder had hurt me some while going through the back pain. Now that the back pain has settled down for the time being to being tolerable my shoulder seems to be feeling worse. My shoulder is bothering me so bad I can barely move my arm. I just want to sit and cry sometimes. I am working on the 6th day of no release of it hurting so bad, I called my attorneys office and of course they put me thru to someone that isn't even working on my case so i have to call back this afternoon. They are suppose to set me up with a doc in Des Moines that specializes in crps or rsd for an IME. I was trying to find out if that has been done or if there has been approval from wc to fix my leads or if I should just go to my pain doc. The girl I spoke with said she knows nothing about my case and I asked to speak with my attorney and she said he was in a conference with his son so he couldn't come to the phone at that time and the woman that is working on my case won't be back til this afternoon, so I have to call back this afternoon.All I know is I feel like just cutting from my shoulder all the way down to my arm off it hurts so bad. I know the saying if it is rsd which I think it may be "Use it or lose it" but how do you use something like your shoulder when it hurts so bad just to move or when I try to get up from a chair I have such horrible pain? I am trying to use it but it hurts so bad sometimes I just want to be a big baby and cry. What can I do?Any suggestions will really help me alot. Especially since I can't seem to get anywhere with my attorney rite now so I don't dare call my pm doc til I hear from my atty. what he wants me to do. All i know is it hurts so bad. I am trying my darndest to keep from stress as much as possible, but my mom is makeing it very difficult. She is starting things with my other family members and my best friend as far as telling lies about what I said the last time we talked there for things are starting to come between my best friend and I. I don't know how much more I can take. I feel like I am headed for a nervous break down . I have been crying so much that on both sides of my nose but above my mouth is so dry from me wiping tears. I don't know what to do anymore. please help me. I feel like I am going totally and completely crazy. Please help me. Thank u.

Sincerely,
Tracy