I am NOT going to read every article you put up here. This last one concerns severing a large nerve experimentally with a KNIFE..and testing recovery. You copy/pasted that term rather quickly and bounced right back here for someone else to explain it to you.

These articles you find by cutting and pasting are complex, mostly done by physiology experts, to help understand how nerves work and heal. They are not always applicable to average patients.

Filipe, you need to find something to do with your time. Don't you have a job to occupy you? Taking your mind off your immediate problems by doing something else, will help your body recover and avoid stress. I think you need help and support where you live. See your priest or pastor or rabbi, and join a group therapy class, learn yoga, meditation, to help you relax.

I hope you find some way to cope with your unhappiness and sadness. We cannot do that for you here. That is a job you will have to find a way to accomplish. In your own words you are improving. Be glad of that.

I wish you continued improvement for the new year.