Oh Blue, I wish I could make you feel better.
I'm having a sad time right now too, so I don't really have any advise to give, (how do I make someone else feel better when I can't make myself feel good?). Well... at least I can be here to

you and tell you you're not alone.
I'm glad that you don't have a gun, I would be very sad if you weren't around anymore.
There's nothing quite like feeling alone even when there are lot of people around. I feel like that a lot, even though I'm around a group of people my age they always make me feel left out.
Your title reminded me of this song, I think it's appropriate:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jP0Ne9aW7UI.
It's something I wish someone would say to me one day, but until the the song will have to do.
I hope tomorrow when you wake up you feel at least a little better, I will be thinking of and praying for you.