I am so sad. Can't shake it. My family does not get it. I cannot just positive think my way out of this. I do not "need" to be sick.
Cried all day yesterday. I have been away from this site for awhile. I realize this is where I can have understanding. My P-doc is 60 miles away and we are haveing a big snow today so I can't go there. Have not seen him in 3 months, he is out of network on my ins and I couldn't afford to when my spending acct ran out last year. Family doc put me on Lexipro yesterday. Have to pick it up today... anyone have good results with it? I thought we could not take antidepressants.
I have not cried in years.. I started Nov 7th and have not stopped it seems. Work has changed my hours. I use to work 2 12 hr days have 2 days off and work a 10... now I have to do 5 8s. I am not sure I can handle it, emotionally, doctor appt wise, and I loose time with my grandkids whitch I cherished.