I have trouble finding words to explain simple things..Sometimes my mind goes hopelessly blank, which is why I will not put myself in a position to do any public speaking, ever again

When I was a PAN Rep, I was invited to a press conference with Congressman Jim Langevin..The anticipation of it made me sick for 5 days..And a reporter asked me a simple question at that conference and I drew a blank

I'll stick to writing..I dont stutter when I write