Thank you all for the beautiful messages of encouragement, I am so happy I could post here. right now i feel like a person with 1000 pounds on them walking around so heavy and numb. He gave no reason but yest it is the money and rsd. I used to be the big breadwinner. But sadly apparently there is someone else in the picture too. He is going to someone.
I don't know how he could just throw me out like the thrash after 12 years and cut off any financial help. this was the first month he would have to pay the bills himself. Basically he left when i ran out of money.
Well I am hanging on to the love my sisters have shown me and I feel so blessed to have there love and support so I am a winner right there. they are such good people that to have there love and support i must be doing something right. well i need a long sleep. I really really appreciate your support. after i posted I saw Cakes post. I couldn't feel to sorry for myself when she has faced such serious tragic loss.Mine is just a coward(someone said that, Vanna I believe, and it is so true) leaving. thank you all so so much again i really need the support. and thanks Ms lady for the dc.(my new signature?