You are not a big baby, you just were treated like a child by a professional idiot!! I am done with pain management. They obviously are not sympathetic and have never experienced any pain or they wouldn't wouldn't treat people this way. My MD has MS and he has done more for me than any other doctor or neurologist could. My RSD is spreading and they sit there and look at me like I am stupid....I so know how you feel...I just take the days as they come and pray for a low pain day every day. I have learned to "live" with RSD and decided that God has a bigger plans for me.. I haven't figured them out, but I refuse to let professionals talk to me or treat me with disrespect. Taking back myself is what I have decided to do...if I have to go to another doctor I have over 300 pages of doctor bills and $1500 in just 6 months of medication and no insurance. SOOOOO, they will not push me around and you are a brave, brave person to do what you have done...if that stupid doctor does this to you again...guide him to this forum....we'll let him know what it's about...