(((David)))
I'm sorry you are feeling bad today !!
Fighting for 20 years against suicide is something to be proud of... You are strong, have a huge heart, think very wise....
Why do you feel you are not a good father ?? You seem very wise and sweet man to me, and to be honest, several times I've dreamed with having a father as strong and responsable as you....
I hope you can start feeling better soon !!!

we love and admire you here A LOT !!!