Glenn, I so hope that you are starting to feel better by now. I know how overwhelming it can be when the pain gets so bad that it threatens to push you right off the edge, and there's nothing you can find to do about it. It made my stomach hurt to hear you explain your condition. I wish there was something I could do for you, but all I can give are my solemn hopes and prayers for you to improve.

The Very Best Of My Wishes,
Idealist