Hi KS.

I am terribly sorry that your friend is treating you this way. Please remember that we are all here for you and are going through alot of the same things that you are. I can understand and relate to how you are feeling. I have a few very good (or so I thought) bestest friends that I hardly even talk with now; let alone spend face time with. I really think they just don't understand. I find myself fretting about this more when I am stresses, or down in the dumps, which inturn causes my pain levels to shoot up. I have always been a championship worrier; but now it get away from me. I have to tell myself each day that I am not allowed to worry about this or that. Sometimes very unsuccessfully. I realize that you feel very hurt and betrayed by her behavior. Maybe, when you do see her you could gently bring up how you are feeling (or maybe write it in a letter to maybe send)? Once you express yourself in writing the topic tends to lose its power over you. Just a thought.

Good luck and keep up posted.

Kim