I am currently legally blind. it is a scary thing to lose another chunk of vision with each flare. Its like not only do I have to really slow down, and chose each word carefully while reading it, I have to read what I just read another 3 times before I understand it. Between cog dysfunction, and visual issues, I feel retarded! I miss out on so much.

I used to be snappy quick. I dont want to sound conceited, but I felt like i was 3 steps ahead of everyone else. I just got it. A grades in school were normal for me. Yes, i did a bit of study, but for the most part, I just got it. I could organize, and understand just a bit quicker. Now, I sit and wonder. I feel blunted, and stifled. I cant read well enough to bring the info in, and when I can get the info inward, my cog fog wont allow me to process it at the old speeds.

frustration is my current word.