Sometimes I really battle with hurting everyone around me, their feelings ie..family, friends in that I need outlets but I am afraid to let them know that..and to isolate myself from them... then other times, due to my RSD I am so darn needly of their support, time and love... there is no satisfying me..I guess how can we make sense of our emotions on this illness rollercoaster then how can anyone else make sense of it????

One day I will make it to my mountain.. air kift..as my RSD is the worst in my rt. leg... it won't just be in my dreams... I hope we can all live out our dreams before we are not able to..

Did you hear/read that our life expectance is a bit shorter than the norm due to the chronic pain??? I read 3-5 decades... kinda hard to do the math when I am really not sure exactly when my RSD began..as not I look back, I had symptoms long, long ago...


I love my family here....KS