read all of your responses..I was afraid I was being overly sensitive but I see you all understand and can relate..I told this friend.. (she is my best friend)..as I wrote to her saying..I feel like I am being punished for running over someones pet or something... my whole life has changed and affected.. my health.. my fiances.... my daily routine.. my livelyhood and friends there as well as my need to be needed, my need to be wanted and my need to be valued as well as my niche'. She did respond in saying she knows this has been hard for me and this has not been easy for her either and that she feels very guilty as she has been busy at work... I offered up the movie idea, lunch what ever... but her home life is busy too..she is kinda married to her work.. so I should stop wineing as everyone has their life and just because mine came to a skretching halt..her's nor anyone else's here has not...

Face book huh?? I haven't the faintest in getting started there....


Hugz to you all here... KS