Actually, it was in front of the nurse that I started blubbering. I had managed to partially compose myself before the doctor came in. I didn't really even ask half the questions I wanted to. I just wanted to get out of there with the shred of dignity I managed to muster. I see him again next week, so I guess I can ask him my questions next week.

I'm goin' to bed. <<sniff>>

Better days are ahead.