I admit it was freeing to tell folks to "get off me!" I am tired of being polite. I am tired of folks acting like I am retarded or something. I have a master's degree in nursing! Im not stupid. well, I must be if I put up with their nonsense.

I have recieved a few emails back with folks just wanting to explain their position. Some wanted to tell me to go play with myself, and a few said they were sorry. A few are MIA or silent, and that is just fine with me.

its exhausting to keep up to trying to be nice. I have begun to bristle when I hear the phone ring, before I even know who it is! It was bringing way too much stress in my life to keep defending myself. I am not gonna do it anymore. Enough!