this is what I'm doing. live the future.
I took CBT treatment and it helped. As you (Daniella) said - the level of fear is reduced, but not enough.
I would like the doctors answer my million questions - but the don't know the answers. mostly - I feel lonely. I have my husband and the whole family - but still very upset with the rare condition I'm in. It is not like high blood pressure or things like that. no one can understand if I say that I'm numb all over my body all the time or understand the burning and tinglings I have.
I try to do things that I love to do and even enjoy most of the time - but live with different levels of fear and this I don't like. I would like to erase the fear. Is this possible?