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Originally Posted by keep smilin
I have to ask..when RSD gets you down..where do you dream of re-treating to????? When you are forced to make life long changes in your life and others around you, your support system just carry on with their day...do you find yourself feeling sad or lost..best described as empty....
I have for a very long time thought of going to a mountain...a place where I can be alone and think..feel the warm breeze and even cry for myself...
Any of you have a place that you think about????
I send each of you, my friends a hug! KS  |
I dream of retreating to 9 years ago... Before my dad died, before I got RSD before I moved. I would make sure my Dad didnt die so if I still ended up getting RSD he would be there to help me, instead of trying to go at this alone. I feel lost all the time. I feel sad and empty all the time, knowing that I have something that will never go away, knowing that my dad isnt here to see me struggle through this and be proud of me for making it. I would go back to the park across the street from my old house and imagine myself playing with my dad there... RUNNING as if I'll never run again. I have only had RSD for 4 years but everyday I sit and ask what would this all be like if my dad was here to help...