....please help me through this day even if I have immense pain, help my loved ones understand that I can't jump up at a moments notice to help them with their homework or clean and cook like I used to, give them the patience to understand that I am not the same mom or wife I was 2 years ago. Please give me a few moments of relief after the kids go to school. Also, I thank you for this place in RSD Land where I can go where everyone understands me and can feel the same stress that I have. I pray to you that you give them relief and happy thoughts even when they are in pain, depression, heartache and sadness. Please let them know that I pray for them everyday and even though we have never met face to face, they are the dearest people I know. They are all in my thoughts with every test, appt, and med change. I thank you for everything that I have and that you have graced me with...Amen<3