I am so sorry. Take a deep breather, I agree with the others, go to social service, they will help you either way, if you are disabled, they will assist you in getting your social security, they can help you with fast funds to keep you above water, however,if I am not mistaken, he has a responsibility to maintain the household as is,(especially if he is the main source of income and you are unable to work) and their are laws to protect you. Take care of yourself, I can not imagine what you are feeling, I will pray for you and your well being.

Our caretakers also get overwhelmed, he too has pain, maybe he will come to his senses, in the meantime, do what you have to do to protect of you.

God Bless

Jeanie