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Originally Posted by vannafeelbettr
When I would visit my doctor, I would say, "I'm not trying to brag, but I used to be a really smart person. Since this RSD came along, I am not anymore..... and I miss it."
I worked 13 years at the same hair salon and was considered "the brains" there. I was the top Colorist Consultant, for both my colleagues and the clients because I was a genius when it came to both math and science. I could look at a person and pop a guaranteed to work formula in a matter of seconds, and multi-task like crazy. Lots of times, I never even had to keep a record of a clients haircoloring formula because I had an AWESOME memory. All that changed after I had my car accident that changed the RSD. Both co-workers and clients became frustrated with me (let alone, me being frustrated myself) because I couldn't "pop" formulas out of my head like I used to. And my ability to multi-task went out the door! I went to working on 5-7 clients at once to snapping at people saying "I can only do one thing at a time" because if I didn't concentrate on what I was doing, I would FORGET what I was doing!!!
Also, you brought up a great point about this problem being from meds or RSD itself. I believe it is from a combination of both, or even from RSD or meds alone; my reasoning behind this thought is because I have gone on long periods of being on meds and long periods of being on NO meds.
Great post........ the problem with the short term memory is truly a hard, frustrating problem in my life and I really wish I could just accept it
 Vanna
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Thanks Vanna and Thanks Mike....
Losing our short term memory is fustrating..I try to giggle it away but inside I know its a problem and real!! Largely my wondering thought is how far will this go?? Will we remember to brush our teeth one day or did we already do that???? Mike, I can see how the Chroinc pain could definately be the problem as we are tired... but also changes in the brain itself knowing the area affected by RSD... we just have to give up one more part of our self to this monster... sad!!!(can you tell I was scientist by trade?)...Vanna, I hear you, sweetie.. In that you were a pro at what you did and many held that professionalism to you...daily...My job the same..we or should I say I did techniques in my work for 25 yrs... everyday!!! Then one day..not long ago I would start a process..walk away..and forget that I started it until one of my co-workers would say, Kathy..did you do such and such.. Oh yea..I did.... feeling foulish... and once again laughing at myself but this really scares me inside...and like I said..I am med free..as my tummy kicks everything so far back out...
painfree gentle squeezes all....KS