I know we are not suppose to be stressed, or depressed, cuz it aids the RSD or something.. but I AM!!

I am just grasping the fact that I have RSD! I hurt all the time!
Its really quite scary!!

I was working at a gym called The Little Gym, and teaching kids from 4 months to 12 years gymnastics, cheerleading, sports skills, and karate, and I absolutely loved it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I am having to cut my hours down to one class a week, and I got a 2nd job at a hospital on the weekends, 6am to 6pm!! AH! learning new jobs is so nerve racking until u get use to it and i absolutely hate CHANGEE

Iam a full time student and go to school from 11:30-5:15 Tuesdays and Thursdays. Plus I need study time!!!

I am trying to fit in physical therapy, and massage therapy..

I am doing that four f's diet, and frankly, I use to eat mexican food and all kinds of junk, and I am hungry ALLLL the time nowww!!!!! AAHH!!!

And on top of all that, my boyfriend who I turn to about everything, is leaving next Tuesday for the army reserves, and I won't be even tlaking to him for 6 months!!

AHHH!! someone help!! how do i stay unstressed with all this!