ummmmm.............. and just when do these miracles occur?
When you told me year two would be more difficult, I must admit... as much as I admired you
and looked to you for guidance, I didn't fully believe you. Because, how could ANYTHING be
worse than all those firsts without my Dad!
But, you were right.
![Frown](images/smilies/frown.gif)
It is so final .... the blissful numbness wears off to leave just the stark
awful truth. And somehow, I am suppose to find a way to carry on alone..... *sigh