Thanks for your support.I really needed to ventand know Im not alone.I used to post on the old forum every now and then.I stopped when pc crashed.I am
going to doctor soon to see if I can get some counceling.Its been six years
for me with tos and rsd.
I guess reality set in when doc told me to quit chasing my rainbow.
Somehow I just cant accept Im not going to get rid of the pain.I have tried to keep positive .Maybe god wants me to slow down .Changing my direction and it will have its purpose.I have always concidered myself somewhat strong.But Im bending.
How do your families (kids) deal with your limitations?My daughter thinks I
am an alien.She clings to me.I feel like I let her down in so many ways.
Sometimes I feel like her and my husband may be better off without me. Anyone else? I love my family but I feel like I am altering there life.
I push myself hard to stay on top of things.What use to come so simple
isnt anymore.I try not to complain.
Again ,Thank you for the support.
Siccy