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Originally Posted by babs74
i do try to be patient with them..They are more patient with me though than i am.. I never had patience to begin with..lol.. i sometime think its harder on my kids than it is me.. They are more frustrated, or atleast they havent figured out how to hide it yet as they are only 12 and 15 and changing themselves..Everyone says once the settlement is finished and i get the money i will feel better but i really doubt that.. It is just one problem out of the way.. The pain and the grief is still going to be there. the hardest part is we are living with my parents, and im working part time and they are messin with me trying to fire me.. which im sure will happen soon..I asked my hubby to stay off work til this is resolved with the suit, so he can be there for all my appts, since i forget everything anyway. the worst part for me is I feel like i am losing my mind..I was going to go back to school, but now not sure if i can remember what i learn.. Or if the stress of school is going to push me over the edge right now..Im really unsure of my self lately.. Its horrible..But I like to think with the help of all you wonderful survivors i can do anything.
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Babs, I just wrote a long letter-and it disappeared Did you get it.?
I'll just mention a couple things I wanted to say. Make notes of everyday of work. Try to get lifetime medical coverage in your settlement. Others have.
Stress does cause flares and spread. They should be paying for counseling for you. Psychologist or psychiatrist. The second one can prescribe meds. I had the first one when my parents died,which was perfect and I have the 2nd one for the RSD, which is perfect. Many good Drs. don't take insurance any longer. I've been paying $250 an hour for my psychiatrist.
This is out of pocket. I go once a month for 5 years and now in 6th year going once every 2 months. When I passed out for 1-1 1/2 hrs I was in hospital in semi icu-cost $35,000 An example of why WC should pick up your tab. I've had this 15 years. I wasn't a WC case. I didn't sue my Dr.
Take care, I need to figure out how I'm erasing my letters-frustrating.
Your friend, loretta with very soft hugs
