yea i can understan that. i have one thing that troubles me though. one game i was playing in i hadnt been doing well at all you know just working to stand up but i didnt want to say anything so i kept playing.

about half way through the 3 quarter all of a sudden it was like my head totally cleared and i felt the most calm i ever had in my life. i went on to score 15 points in the 4 quarter and felt great for about an hour after the game.

its happened a couple more times since then so i always second guess myself on whether i should keep playing or not. i know i should stop but if it gets better all of a sudden like that it just feels like a waste then.

what could this be?