I wonder if I can wonder again about Reyn, no Alffe I haven't talked to her for a while.

I hope she is doing okay.
I wonder at the job postings for my area; I'm not qualified for any of them.
I wonder at the posting, "dishwasher wanted." When clicked it says, "REQUIREMENT: Minimum one year experiance." To wash dishes! What kind of a world is this when I need training to fill a sink with soapy water!
I wonder if I need to go back to college and get a degree in dishwashing so I can get even the most basic jobs.
I wonder how I'll ever get by in life when I'm not skilled enough to have a real career; I'm not even skilled enough to do menial manual labor.