My heart just broke when I saw this post. We have been together on this forum since around 98 or 99 and I have found you to be one of the greatest friends and inspiration on here. I just love you and I am so sorry to read about De.

As you know I lost Bill 2 months tomorrow but I honestly know I would most likely be even worse off if I had lost Susan. Kids are just the hardest to let go of and we love them more then our own lives. Even with Bill I keep saying I wish I had gone first.

I am so sorry for what you are going through and my prayers are with you. I pray that you find a way to walk through this time of sorrow and are able to keep going for your other kids.

Please let us know how you are because you are loved on here.

Love,
Ada